too shocked and upset after seeing this to concentrate on the other performances tonight.
the boys turned up.
jaechunsu look gorgeous as ever, but the expressions on their faces were sooo sad
it was heartbreaking to watch.
a part of me’s happy that they finally appeared in public, but a part of me’s worried as hell..
they shouldn’t have gone there because it’s an outright defiance of SME
and SME’s gonna use this situation against the boys
there’s a possibility they might take legal action against them for accepting the award on DBSK’s behalf..

then when 2PM won and thanked Jay, I almost burst into tears..

wooyoung bb was crying so badly.
the boys really miss their leader. I want him to come back soon.

sigh…\

give me back these again!!!!

Best New Male Artist: Supreme Team (not sure.. never heard of them. F(x) should have won)
Best New Female Artist: 2NE1 (agreed!)

 
Best Dance Award: Kara – Honey. (hmm.. WHAT? Honey for best dance award?! downright ridiculous.. it should have been SNSD/SUJU)

Best Mixed Group: 8eight (yes, I love them..)
Best Hip Hop Music Award: LeeSSANG
Best House and Electronic Award: Brown Eyed Girls – Abracadabra (wouldn’t exactly call their music House/Electronic, but Abracadabra’s an awesome song and the girls do deserve recognition for it. )
Best Ballad/R&B Award: Kim TaeWoo (Love Rain)
Best Asian Star: DBSK (still the Gods of the East..)
Best Male Solo Artist: Drunken Tiger
Best Female Solo Artist: Baek Ji Young
Best Asian Composer: JYP (……………)

Best MV: 2NE1 (Fire)
Best Female Group: Brown Eyed Girls
Best Male Group: 2PM (I still think SUJU should win, since they basically pawned the firsthalf of 2009.. but if I had to choose the next best group to receive it, then it’s the 2pm boys)
Album of the Year: Heartbreaker by G-Dragon

Song of the Year: “I Don’t Care” by 2NE1 (are you serious? I love “I Don’t Care”, but no way in hell was that song of the year. it should have been Gee/ Sorry Sorry.. Mnet, your bias for YG is soooooo obvious.)
Artist of the Year: 2PM

so basically I think many of the artistes who won should thank SM boycotting the awards show. Even though SM’s a complete dickhead, their artistes have pawned 2009. I mean Gee and Sorry Sorry were epic songs. it’s obvious that both SNSD and SUJU were the best groups this year..

the rivalry between MNET and SM is beyond childish.

watching Mnet MAMA awards now. (yes, the name is lolzy)..waiting to see whether jaechunsu will turn up. and since SM boycotted it and Hyori Lee’s not turning up as well, it’ll end up being a YG carnival.sigh..

and yes, DUBU’s back today!!

anyway I’m gonna pimp this site again. Omonatheydidnt
everytime I talk to someone about kpop, they tell me they surf allkpop.
then I recommend Omona, and they give me a look of disinterest.
sigh..
if you’ve been keeping up with kpop news for sometime, you should know that allkpop is pretty unreliable
and they steal news from Omona too.
plus haven’t once been a kpop blogger and have contacts of other kpop bloggers out there
we have all been “scouted” by the allkpop staff to write for them
and we all have rejected it, simply because allkpop writes articles to boost site traffic (note: the lolzy titles and the way the commentary is scripted)
it’s a business making website. writers are recruited and paid a certain amount once they reached a quota of articles written..
sorry, but I really don’t like the idea of this.
real kpop bloggers update their blogs for the love of it and the goal of spreading kpop..
plus we actually take our articles from actual news sources.
sad to say, allkpop does not.

The thing I love about Omona are the members there.
the comments are hilarious. and everyone’s nice to each other and respect the love for different bands
unlike the frequent bashing that appears on allkpop.

I still surf allkpop occasionally for updates. but these days, I simply take the news posted there with a pinch of salt unless a reliable source is stated.

the choreography was still lolzy at some parts, and I DNW Nichkhun’s hair.
but I loved loved loved the intro.

so I woke up to news that Korean model, Daul Kim was found dead this morning in Paris.
I can’t believe it..she’s only 20 years old
plus she just updated her blog yesterday with a Jim Rivers track!
so I guess she probably committed suicide a few hours later?
sigh. TT.TT

I got to know her through the occasional snippets posted on Omona.
not a huge fan, but I do admire how free spirited and outspoken she was
she isn’t a mainstream model, but I love her photoshoots. They’re always so daring and unique.
plus she isn’t some shallow dimwitted model.
I mean.. she reads Tolstoy. that’s enough to prove my point.

BUT why her of all people?
she was always the one who stood up to haters in her blog entries.
even Korean netizens couldn’t bring her down then.

http://iliketoforkmyself.blogspot.com/2009/08/say-hi-to-korean-bullies-read-this.html

this is so so sad.

so the bad luck throughout 2009 is finally coming to an end with a death?
I want 2010 to come so badly. 2009 has been sucky for me too.

damn,

I want a body like Yuri’s. not too skinny. slim but curvy and toned.

okay. need to diet and exercise asap.

I love you on Kangxi, but you do not mess with the ELFs. Heechul’s gonna take the first flight to Taiwan and tear her hair out.

 still, I was wolf-whistling throughout when I saw the fancams. This was probably what they were thinking…

Hangeng : “Please don’t let my heechul parents see this.”
Siwon: “Dear God, forgive me for I have sinned.”
Donghae: “Omg, is this real?”
Kyuhyun: -.- “The hyungs will deal with her”
Ryeowook: “Help, mummy!!”
Zhoumi: “when’s my turn?”
Henry: “Xiao S is badass!”

haha..

Thank god all Kyu got was a cute pose with her.

Bold the statements that are true to you

Italicize the statements that you WISH are true

Leave the Fibs alone

I miss somebody right now. (my grandad, nadya, vee and ezer)

I don’t watch TV these days. (I watch viikii, youtube and TvAnts instead)

I own lots of books. (mainly textbooks.argh)

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

 I love to play video games.

I’ve tried marijuana.

I have been in a threesome.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse sometimes.

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I’m totally smart. (hah, i wished I was.)

I’ve broken someone’s bones.

I’m paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (tbh, you would too right?)

I need money right now. (I’ve been poor for more than a year)

I love sushi.(esp when i’m nervous)I have long hair. (I really regret snipping off my locks in August*cries*)

I talk really, really fast.

I have long hair. shouldn’t have snipped off my locks in August *sobs*

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (all while in dance. it was a nightmare)I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.

I like the way I look. (NO)

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent.

I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (I wanna be hyper, I’m ALWAYS tired)

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single. (whatever, I’ll marry Taemin/Key some day)

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.

I’m a pretty good dancer. (I think I can’t dance. I still do)

I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I’ve rejected someone before.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before. (while working at a childcare centre)

I’ve called the cops on a friend before.

I’m not allergic to anything.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I have a lot to learn.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I have tried alcohol before.

I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.

I own the “South Park” movie.

I would die for my best friends.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I have dated a close friends’s ex.

I am happy at this moment!

I’m obsessed with guys.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.

I can work on a car.

I love my job.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced. (I wanna get about 3 more piercings on my ears)

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I’m proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules. (and Coke Zero)

I went college out of state.

I like sausage.

I love kisses.

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colours.

I can’t live without black eyeliner.

I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can’t whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.

I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I can’t stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can’t stand at least one person that I work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I know what cosplaying is.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.

I’m an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary. (I’m an incredibly lazy and messy person)

I like a person of the same sex.

I love being happy.

I am an adrenaline junkie.

tagging anyone who wants to do it!=)